So, my 4 days back home weren’t amazing . . .actually they were far from it. . . .especially the last day, but I enjoyed hanging out with my family. I missed them very much 😦 the week I finally got over homesickness, I had to go home, so it was weird because I had a whole bunch of feelings I’d resolved rush back into my head, so it was like the same thing all over again. Plus, when I went home, not much had changed. It was almost like I had never left, which was both good and bad in some ways I’ve made some progress in school and tried my best to get along. I’m trying to get around and strategize. I feel like if I treat college like computer mahjong, I can survive *O* hopefully, anyway. . . . I’m slightly good at computer mahjong, so I feel like dealing with things that way will allow me to succeed a lot better.
I’ve made one additional friend, and he is really nice. I feel like whenever I bring up a male, people automatically assume that it’s more than friendship, but it’s not. . .as much as I secretly wished that was true a few days ago, I’m actually enjoying just being friends with him. I’ve never had a relationship and I have so much work, though, so a simple friendship is mostly what I can handle as a person XD He’s very friendly and has a nice personality, so, for the most part, I’ve enjoyed his company. Hopefully, that is the last friend I make . . .I’m partially kidding. Like I’ve said many times, I didn’t plan to make friends this year. I was supposed to be an enclosed hermit, but noooooo. . . .I just HAD to make friends without trying. . . . . .having a few friends is fun though 🙂 and a little bit more easy to deal with rather than an entire gang of friends. I think, in some way, I’ve become socially comfortable here, so I don’t see myself making anymore friends, but. . .who knows lol