Last week was kind of fun. The 4th of July was actually kind of cool, I didn’t get to see fireworks, but I really enjoyed being with my family and spending time with them. I also enjoyed the many mosquito bites I have from that night. I have 9. . .9 mosquito bites. . . . .
I developed a cold from taking care of my dad last week. I force fed him Ramen soup and green tea, yet I’m not taking very good care of myself. I wanted to eat cereal soooo bad this morning, but my dad made me eat something else (the milk would’ve made me worse but. . . .I would’ve done it anyway lol) My dad’s cold is getting better though, so that’s good.
Also, I have to go to orientation for my first year of school. I’m not too excited about that because I have to stay over night in a dorm. . . .with another person . . .I was hoping I could at least hold on off on that until I got there. I’m going to experience it in a month, so I guess this is their way of getting me through the initial fear of having to share a room with someone I don’t know, but I still. . .am not happy about it DX
My emotional state is just. . .very dry and nuetral, but after talking to a friend about everything I was holding in for so long, I feel less heavy. I’ll try to do a better job at that. When I go off to school I’m not going to have that comfort or have anyone to talk to like that. I’m not even going to have time to seriously care about how or what I’m feeling because I have to work and do school and practice for orchestra. . . .hopefully I don’t emotionally explode and hopefully I’ll be so involved in what I’m doing that I’ll lose myself in it. My dad does that with his work when things at home get difficult for him, he submerges himself in it. I think if I can do that, I won’t explode emotionally like I did a few days ago.
BTW- I’ll be taking TONS of pictures while I’m on campus so. . . .I will have many to share on here and I’m probably going to add to the video diary I’m making for this summer so. . . .that’ll be fun 😀 XD