. . .when you can’t sleep and you feel as if you’re about to emotionally exploded, but you have no one to talk to and you can’t talk to anyone in fear of feeling worse and if you emotionally explode you could wake half of your family that’s asleep and you would like to cry, but you’ve done that already and it’s gotten you no where and you feel very small and insignificant in comparison to everything and you’re tense and annoyed and frustrated and your body is experiencing physical strain and fatigue due to all of those things so now you’re emotionally and physically tired and unable to think straight because of the multitude feelings you’re having. .. . . .don’t you just hate that?